I enjoyed assisting in photoshoot sessions. I get to see those managers and even partners although they definitely won't take notice of me.
I was chatting with the photographer who founded this company. He and his other partners each received 6-figure bonus every year. O.M.G Im so tempted to set up my own business. He works for his interests and is earning big bucks. My interests are only music and movies. Hm...
Karen had just left our company on last thursday. *sob* Karen and I were in the same group and we can gossip about anyone in the office! Now she's no longer in the office, and I feel quite out of place at 32nd level, and most importantly, I don't quite look forward to lunch time anymore. Somehow I feel much lonely and without any support in my group, but I'll be strong. I doubt I can really turn to another person in my grp like I did to Karen. I wish her all the best in whatever things she is going to do and I believe she'll succeed someday, even better than us who choose to remain in the company.
First time I experienced peer pressure from someone who has quitted. Can't imagine those seniors whose colleagues had all left.
We had a farewell dinner for her, but I'm sure Karen will still come find us very often hahahaha. I FORGOT TO TAKE PICTURES WITH HER!!!!
My battery team AIC talked to me about my performance. I was trying to forget the entire battery engagement and then I had to painfully talk about what I feel abt the engagement. So why do I have so much of difficulties in doing it while all my colleagues did it with ease? Maybe Im unlucky with such a client. Maybe due to poor planning since its my first time doing the entire subsi on my own. Maybe I'm just incompetent.
I think i have those 'I am lost and I need help' face. During auditing period, my battery team was telling me things I should or how to ask the client questions. Thanks to them for all their guidance, but sometimes they overdo it and make me feel dumb.
Through this engagement, I realise i am a very quiet person in nature and I appreciate jokes rather differently from others.
I hope i can really just forget about this entire engagement. I shall treat this as a lesson to be learnt and thats it. Best is they can even pull me out of this job next year so that I dont need to go back to that depressing building.
I'm slipping into a semi-retiring state.
I played Wii and i don't quite like it. Shall not buy it. I still think my Sega 16 Bit is the best ever game set hahahaha..
My face, tummy and overall are evidence of late-night roti prata, bubble tea, fast-food dinner during engagement, zero exercise thanks to cabs. I should start gym-ing again and I stupidly just gave away 2 gym pass to my colleague. HAHAHAHAHA... Anyone interetsed??
IM VERY LOOKING FORWARD TO THE KL AND GENTING TRIP. Can't believe that the genting trip is making me so excited. -_-

